So last week I blogged about my time management issues, and how I needed to make some changes.
Sadly, this week some of them have come to pass.
I have NOT quit my job or abandoned my family. The missus disabused me of the former idea, and the onslaught of hate mail directed at even the notion of it disabused me of the latter.
(I suspect the missus might have organized some sort of bot email campaign on that second one, but I can’t prove it…yet.)
I’ve left the indie press I co-founded.
I won’t be MLing NaNoWriMo.
I loved being an ML. It was a lot of work, consumed a lot of time, and occasionally threw sharp rocks at me from out of left field, but at the same time I found it very rewarding. I loved the energy, the community, the sense of being in the middle of the ebb and flow of it all.
(And my ego loved getting the ‘atta boy’ emails from my nanos. My ego did not love the low number of those ‘atta boy’ emails, but hey, what can you do?)
I’ve done Nano for nine years. NINE YEARS! I’ve been an ML for seven. So for me, nano IS MLing.
I’m really going to miss it. But as much as I hate giving it up, I just don’t have the time. Like that Cat’s Playing In The Dreidel song (or something along those lines), I don’t want my kids to grow up as heartless, empty shells of human beings because dear ol’ dad decided to rule with an iron fist over his regional nanos rather than rule with an iron fist over them. Dictatorships tend to be inherited, so I need to focus on the family.
And you know what, seven years is a long time under my benevolent dictatorship (well, OK, I’ve actually been a co-ML for seven years, so I can’t claim all the despotism for myself…dammit). This is a good thing. Bring in some new blood, some fresh ideas. Kick the old dog into the animal shelter so a younger dog with new tricks can show off.
All to the benefit of my dear regional nanos. I hope they appreciate what that old dog has done for them as the shelter technician euthanizes it.
(The other solution was to neuter the old dog and end the cycle that way, but seeing as I’m the old dog, well…that idea just didn’t sit with me as well as being put to sleep.)
As Captain Kirk said in Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan, “Galloping around the month of November writing novels is for the young, Doctor.”
(I may have taken a few liberties with that quote.)
I do plan to participate in Nano this year, but just as a writer. Which reminds me, I really need to start outlining this year’s book.
Now Star Trek III: The Search for a New Co-ML begins. No persons containing unstable proto-matter need apply. That’s all my region needs right now, a co-ML who unexpectedly explodes.
(And for you trekkers out there, here’s an interesting link about the early version of the TNG writer’s bible. I have no idea if it’s authentic or not, but it’s an intriguing read: http://bit.ly/rlUSNh )